In reaction to Blair's email on Thursday, I wrote the previous post, Feelings. Early that afternoon while checking my email I discovered, much too my surprise, a message from Blair. He had read the Feelings blog post and explained that he wasn't mad at me, just annoyed. He went on to say that he would like to get together in a few weeks once things have settled down for him. Inside this made me smile.
Later that same day, I read Blair's latest post. After reading the first few lines of that post, it made me very sad and brought tears to my eyes. For both of us feelings are running high these days, in particular that feeling of being vulnerable. In my mind's eye I wish that I could give Blair a big warm hug and cuddle with him, just to help him make this time easier for him. Before going out that evening, on spur of the moment, I emailed him and expressed those very thoughts.
Just before I drifted off to sleep that night, I whispered to him to keep well.
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